Here we are.. day 5 of this idea on a whim that has turned into me having my cock locked away for 9 days.
For the first time I have really wanted to masturbate...just wanted to feel my cock grow hard and thick in my hand and feel the orgasm build up in my legs, move to my balls and then my cock as I find relief. I suspect, no.. I know, that most days I masturbate out of habit. I like it but it's just a habit. But right now the urge, the need is so strong that it feels like wanting a drink on a hot day.
To say it hurts it an understatement. Having an erection is no fun and even now, as I write, I know I am hard inside the neoprene cage. My cock swelling against the unyielding material. My balls are swollen and ache and if I am not careful a thread of pre-cum leads from the tip of my cock leaving a small wet patch on my underwear.
There is of course nothing I can do. I agreed to this and therefore must suffer the consequences. It's my fault after all. I did not have to lock my cock away, did not have to ask if Mistress R'eal wanted to hold the key. I could have have just had an hours fun and then removed it. What was going in deep inside me that went this far. I'll probably never know but something inside me must have thought it was a good idea or more likely I was caught up in a very horny and arousing state at the time.
So, no wanking for me. I just have to suffer and dream of when I could take my cock in my hand and bring myself to that happy moment of orgasm. The good news is that there are only 4 more days to go. The bad news is that I may have agreed to continue this when I return from a trip to America.
