You try to stay away, to not look at the PC but the desire is there, the hope that you have a message from someone who all of a sudden is special to you. Constantly pressing refresh to see if a message is waiting that has not been notified to your email. You want approval, you desire contact and hope beyond hope that something is there for you.
Each time nothing, but still you hope that perhaps you will have something to hang on to.
Addiction is probably the nearest thing that describes it and being able to control it is not yet an option.
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I know this feeling too. And even if you try & ration yourself, you can often kid yourself into having just one more fix, as with lots of other addictions or obsessions!
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