Looking back at my last post, i realise that i have made a grave error. In being so honest about my failure to complete the set task, i now see that i should have told Mistress Diva sooner, at the latest when i met Mistress Diva for dinner on Tuesday. i cannot find a reason inside myself why i did not tell Her but it's now too late and i cannot undo what i have already done.
Once again, i find myself missing Mistress Diva. This time, it's worse! Not seeing Mistress Diva on line does make me feel so far away. i do not see how long distance DS relationships can work if this is the way i feel after just 5 days!
Speaking to a friend on yahoo today she suddenly said.. "Isn't Your Mistress gorgeous". Now who am i to deny this. But then i asked who she knew. "I saw Her at the Black&Blue" was the reply. So now, i have a tortuous wait until the return of Mistress Diva to see whether i have said anything that i should not have said. My heart says i have nothing to worry about but you never know.
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