i got home last night feeling a bit down. i kept wondering why people would turn down the chance to serve 3 Mistresses. i so wanted to see Mistress Diva again in a scene setting and had just started to get myself ready mentally when i found out the party would be cancelled. It's a strange let down but it does happen. i know of course that i will serve Mistress Diva soon, but it is always nice to have a session, especially in the context of a slave party.



Now, as part of my disappointment, i went out to my local pub and had a bit to much to drink. And now, i feel like a bit of death warmed up. A slight hang-over from a bit to much drink. i did wonder if it was in reaction to the party being cancelled, the disappointment turning itself into some form of destructive behaviour. Maybe thats just to clinical though and i just wanted to blow of some steam, which of course i do in a session albeit another way.