Monday morning. i have a guilty pang in that apart from Saturday, my mind has not really been on my submission but on other more mundane things that made up my non-BDSM life. Thinking about work, my upcoming trip to New York and just family things. But now of course i have Saturday to look forward to!



i seemed to have missed Mistress Diva over the weekend. Yahoo is great way to communicate but of course if i am not there, i don't get to talk. My emotions seem to be all over the place. Happiness as i know i will get to see Mistress Diva on Saturday. Trepidation as i also know that i will be give my contract and this is a huge step for me. Not really knowing what it entails in respect of content but i am sure that whatever is in it will be good.



Mood state - Happy. Excitement level - High!