Wednesday - Highs, discomfort and relief!



Driving home on Tuesday was so nice. The joy of just being with Mistress Diva is always huge. But this time more news to lift the heart, so to speak. i have been told that Mistress Diva will give me my slave contract on 1st May. This is a doubly good day as i am also going to be allowed to take Mistress Diva to Pedestal. Thinking about it on the way home from meeting with Mistress Diva and how much i will enjoy it. Talking to Mistress Diva, i am always very aware of my position. It would be so easy to talk to Mistress Diva as someone who is not my Mistress. i have to make sure that i am always respectful and behave with good manners. It goes beyond opening doors etc. and it is something that i will constantly work on too maintain the relationship of submissive and Mistress. A parting gift from Mistress Diva. i was to wear my stainless steel ball stretcher for 2 hours on Wednesday, from 12-2. This would be interesting as i was due to be with clients all day.



Wednesday, 12.00 came. i was, to say the least, a bit anxious. The ball stretcher is a big lump of metal! i made some excuses, went to the mens-room and after dropping my trousers started to attempt to but the stretcher on. Not an easy task as i soon found out. The trick was to not catch my skin between the two halves as once it was fastened there was no room for movement! Eventually, after 20 minutes, i kid you not, i finally managed to get it on with no skin caught. The first thing was to check out what i looked like with my trousers back up. Rather groinial is the best phrase. But a bit of re-adjustment and it was fine. Back to the meeting. 1.00 came and customer suggested we go out for lunch and get back to the office for 3.00. Hang on. This is not right. I only have to wear it for 2 hours, but given it took 20 minutes to get on, i thought that i would remove it at 2.30. But now it would be longer. i had figured out how to sit in a meeting chair and not have to much discomfort. There was some but bearable. However the car was a different matter. i drove and was very very aware of what was around my testicles. The weight, the hardness... all of it. Lunch dragged on and eventually we got back to the office at 3.15. By now i could feel some slight soreness but knew that was just part of it. i hoped that from discomfort came pleasure. Another half an hour passed before i could excuse myself. By now the ache was intense! But the relief from removing it more than compensated for it. A lesson learnt. A simple task can turn into something that gives pleasure and pain but it was more than worth it.