i know that i should really be trying to bring matters upto date, but i just had to write. Today is the first one-on-one session i am having with Mistress Diva. All morning, i have been in a state of nerves. Now, when i session this is not that unusual for me but today its a lot higher and even now there is a mild adrenilin rush. i have no idea what will happen in the session, what shape it will take, but i do know that i have never wanted anything as much as i want this.